Forward .................................................................................................................... 4
Dedication ................................................................................................................. 5
Appreciation .............................................................................................................. 6
Preface ...................................................................................................................... 7
Chapter I
MEETING MICHAEL .............................................................................................. 8
Chapter II
FINDING NEVERLAND ....................................................................................... 14
Chapter III
SHEER MISERY .................................................................................................... 20
Chapter IV
VICTIMHOOD ...................................................................................................... 25
Chapter V
PURE INDULGENCE ............................................................................................ 31
Chapter VI
KNOWING MICHAEL ......................................................................................... 35
Chapter VII
PETER AND THE PIPER ....................................................................................... 40
Chapter VIII
THE BASHIR SHOW ............................................................................................. 48
Epilogue
HEADIN' FOR ARMAGEDDON ........................................................................... 53
Postscript
AND THE BEAT GOES ON .................................................................................. 64
Appendix I: Updates and Afterthoughts
A MATTER OF BETRAYAL AND DECEPTION ................................................. 65
Appendix II: In His Own Words
THE COMPLETE TESTIMONY OF MACAULAY CULKIN
AT THE TRIAL OF MICHAEL JACKSON .......................................................... 77
